My darling,
you are allowed to bring all of yourself to this world.
Your mess is not surprising to God. His expectations are not unrealistic.
He knows you are human, are dust.
So bring all of yourself to this world and be messy and bold and free.
"He has said to me,
'My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.'
Most gladly therefore I will rather glory in my weaknesses,
that the power of Christ may rest on me."
Most gladly therefore I will rather glory in my weaknesses,
that the power of Christ may rest on me."
2 Corinthians 12:9-10